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[ July 05 2005] |
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[ February 21 2005] |
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I was just watching Ellen and Nicole Richie was on it...she's so cool and Jesse Mccartney...wow he's hot and has really white teeth. i have nothing to do today execpt finish my book and stuff. Fun. I actually miss school...only cause it gives me something to do. I went to Marco Polo last night with the fam. I missed that place. So I was just thinking like ya know when you see a picture(s) of someone and you think they're really pretty or hot or w/e and then you actually see them in person and almost puke...that happened on Thursday to me I'm not gonna say who it was but I thought they were sooo pretty then saw them in person and was like holy crap they're ugly. False advertising. well that's all I suppose.
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[ February 19 2005] |
The weekend isn't going too bad. I got Ben and Jerry ice cream....Half Baked...the only kind to eat! MMM. So today i was bored so I cleaned my bathroom counter cause I have sooo much junk and I dyed my hair w/ Kool Aid but I got too impatiant and didn't leave it in long enough...oh well. Then I did something I haven't done in like a year and a half...went and layed by the pool...in a bathing suit...scary since I have the WORST tan lines ever. but it was cool I listened to some jams and am trying to get a even tan haha. Tomorrow I'm gonna finish my book and maybe do some DIY and sleep a lot. I'm trying to make the most of my groundation.
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[ February 16 2005] |
Today was pretty good. We had an orgy at lunch and I was the king and on top yess! No Alie AGAIN :(! Chayne totally raped me on the drum counter it was crazy and I ended up with some sex hair haha. We have band tonight yay. I just want to get it over with. I hate those songs. I have a lot of homework well not really but I don't wann draw pictures for English. Oh well.
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[ February 15 2005] |
Everything is all better now...I hope. I'm really happy this dilemia didn't blow up into something huge that would have been bad. I forgive you for the most part.
Anywho...today was boring and I am really tired but must stay up to watch the new Queer Eye!! It's gonna be a good one!!
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[ February 14 2005] |
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Valentine's Day....what to say. It wasn't too bad I got stuff. People pissed me off. Ya know the usual. I love the feeling of being used some people like it but I don't. I should have seen it coming...scratch that...I did see it coming before it even started and I was an idiot to go along with it anyway.EVERYONE knows about EVERYTHING and who did what...or who.(If you have no idea what I'm talking about be happy)...for those that do...which is prolly 60% of you kiddies well then I have nothing to say to you. I bet my life savings there's gonna be a crap load of drama with this I don't know where it's gonna start or end but I'm prolly gonna get involved in it since I'm talking about it and it pertains(sp?) me. Oh well we'll see. If you (directing toward someone) feel like explaining everything to me and your need to do it come to me cause I sure as hell am not asking you and I'm not saying that to sound like a 5 year old I just would rather you get the balls to explain to me rather than me hunting you down and asking and if you do get enough balls to explain do it like in person live journal is just too open.
P.S. SAM THAT CARD WAS AMAZING AND MADE ME CRY I LOVE YOU!!!!
p.s.s. MOLLY YOUR CARD IS THE CUTEST THING EVER....JUST LIKE YOU!!!
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[ February 12 2005] |
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I think my mom knows I've been going online...oh well. i'm so bored I can't do anything!!! The only person that's allowed to come over is Al cause we're related...how dumb my mom is. So she came over last night and we watched Empire Records and half of Donnie Darko cause "Frank" was scaring us...that movie would so be better if you watch it stoned...I gotta try that one day. Anywho I really don't want Monday to come unless I get a bf in the next 2 ½ days hahaha. Oh well. I had a cool dream last night, I talked to someone and it made everything better...sorry can't go into details. So I get off grounded in like a month or on my bday. You all should start a petition and sign it to get me off earlier and then give it to my rents. That'd be cool. Well this is prolly my last time being on the comp for the weekend. See you all Monday.
P.S. Happy early birthday Trevor
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[ February 10 2005] |
Today was weird but a bad weird. I talked to Sam and it was good cause it was a deep talk! Stuff is just fucked up. It rained that sucked. I went to the library with my mom and got "Mozart: Complete Symphonies" 12 cds heck yes. It's so calming. Kyle told me some good news today in band and it made my horrible day a tad better and I so won the boys vs. girl challege...we were debating whether girls are bigger douches than guys and my examples were better but girls are more confusing he got a point for that I still won cause guys suck ass and I don't care if I'm offending anyone...after today they are the biggest ass suckers ever. Kyle I'm just gonna "chillax" haha On another note my "crack nail" broke...how depressing. People are selfish and I don't like that. Not going into deatail. I'm so like mvwerhtg4wybtpsdfnie girr. Ok I don't want to go any further cause I could regret saying stuff. On a happy note I got married to day to John and Chayne's the flower girl...weird. I haven't gotten my ring yet. Bastard. Alie's still my girlfriend so that's good!
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[ February 09 2005] |
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[ February 09 2005] |
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Today was ok. My mood kinda took a downfall in the morning which set the rest of the day to be bad. I feel so like incomplete...prolly doesn't make much sense I can't really explain it. But that's exactly how I feel...incomplete. I don't know how to become complete but hopefully I'll figure it out and if anyone has any idea tell me. My flower was passed around today to like 574896529 different people but I got it back. yea well I have nothing to say.
They're good... Aries March 21 - April 19 You may have been able to laugh off the challenges up until now, but today brings something new and much more difficult. Don't move forward until you've conquered it
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[ February 08 2005] |
Today was good. FCAT was easy I finished the bubble answers in 7 minutes. It was soooo easy. Then I went right to lunch so that was good. We went and visited Alie or should I say Juicebox! Haha...that was really funny. John is my new girlfriend...I get to wear the pants in this relationship lol. Jay has my jacket and I need it back!!! I think I'm gonna be over there every lunch cause all my friends stay there and I think Cass and Shey will come along too!! I hope it's warm tomorrow again cause I'm wearing a skirt I'm gonna be very heartsy. I was gonna wait till Monday to be like that but figuring I'm against Valentine's Day I'm gonna be anti-heartsy then. Well kiddios I think that's all. I feel very unloved cause not one of you called me. Oh well!
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[ February 07 2005] |
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Got to sneak on the computer again! Yayy! I get my normal life back in April...that's not bad right? Everyone will wait for me and not change too much or leave me out of anything till then rightt???? I'm missing sooo much by not being able to do anything...I guess I now have to resort to dun dun dun....THE PHONE!! My parents never said I couldn't use it. So if you really miss me then call me cough4977576cough or cough2236450cough!!! Everyone's birthday's are in the months I'm grounded which sucks! So no parties till April!!!!! Hehe. But I still get to have my party which is good so I can see everyone! I just don't know when it's going to be. Kyle is offically the coolest person in band (or atleast my class...next to me) he rocks and it's cool cause we actually can talk about stuff and I like that...good thing band is like 2 hours haha. I helped him with his problem he's helping me with mine and it's cool cause he's a guy so I can totally get a guy's point of view on shit I love it! I'm tired so I guess I'll be taking a nap cause I can't be on the computer and well then that leaves me with absolutly nothing to do!
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[ February 05 2005] |
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So I'm not supose to be on the comp so i gotta make this quick...i cant live w/o this machine im going insane...i miss talking to everyone...a couple more months and I'll be able to come back...maybe by december. Alie I'm sorry and I love you so much...this sucks. I'm such in a shitty mood and i will be forever...girrr ive screwed up my life for a very long time. noone have any like major gatherings for a few months pleasee!! or else i cant go god im missing bright eyes and some fags that dont even listne to them have my tickets!! fucking stupid. sam if u read this i gotta talk to you about something veryy fucking important that deals with you. for everyone else i miss you, and the internet. i have become my rents personal slave. great. tomorrow though i get to do 2 of my favorite things...what a baseball game and stare at hot college boys. yayy! ook parents comin home. this will be my last enrty for probaly along time but after school some days i might be able to update.
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[ January 31 2005] |
SHEYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO!! WE HUNG OUT TODAY WITH ALIE AND IT WAS SOOO FUN!! I LOVE YOU BOTH!! WE HAD A VERY IN DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT STUFF AND IT WAS SOO GREAT I NEEDED A GOOD TALK!!! WE'RE SO DOING IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BOTH ROCK MY SOCKS!!!!
As for the rest of the day...it was pretty bad...I just love when people ignore me...don't you guys?!? Meh whatev. you're too dumb to know I'm talking about you.
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[ January 30 2005] |
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[ January 30 2005] |
I went out with Sam and her daddy today. We listened to Nelly in the car...heck yes! It was fun even though Sam can't talk! I'm really tired cause I woke up at like 9! That's all.
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[ January 29 2005] |
My brother came home from college today...I'm so happy to see him!! He rocks. I took his TBS cd from him hehehe. I feel bad for him cause his arm hurts sooo much from baseball cause they work them so damn hard...that makes me happy to be in no sport or any hard activity. But he'll get better I hope!!!! He said 9 other people wewre hurt too...ouchies! Sam sent me this pic of this girl that looks like me its kinda creepy.Well that's all I have to say for now!!
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[ January 29 2005] |
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I am getting my hair cut and colored next Thursday...I can't wait!! It's going to rock!!!!! I'm sooooo excited for it!!!
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[ January 29 2005] |
I went and hung out with Danielle and Jeska last night and it was soooo funnn!!! Doug is my hero!!!!! We danced to music and took cool pictures it was fun I love you both!!! Today is the car show at the school...come and visit me! It should be boring but that's ok! Anywho...you all wanna know my secret to staying skinny...here ya go...
"Treat yourself to adequate sleep each and every night, and you'll have a far greater likelihood of staying thin. The researchers found that as sleep time decreased, the body mass index increased, especially for people who were already obese, reports Reuters."
Now I know why I love sleeping so much.
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[ January 28 2005] |
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Today was great. It was sooooo easy I wish everyday was like it. I was in such a good mood too. I got to lay with Mrs. B's blanket cause it is THE softest thing ever! Italian was soo much fun we got to eat! I talked to Nikki and this other girl I totally blanked on her name but she's really cool and nice and had a cute skirt! Tonight I'm hanging out with Danielle and Jesks I hopee...so that should be pretty rad. Dave took me home today and we went to Taco Bell with Jenn and got food and it was good. We sang to TBS and TSL and other people much funn!This was just a really good week and I'm happy it was cause it made me happy. Today we have to play at the basketball game...seriously who goes to those...there is no point in going but whatever it gives us practice.
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